This last Thursday I got to go up to Lake Arrowhead in the mountains.  It was great because I was not going to take my laptop, nor was I going to watch TV.  I even left my IPod back home.   It is rare for me to be so disconnected from technology.   Right now I am typing on my desktop while Jac Pepin is cooking on the TV.   While I love the great things technology has to offer I know I need time to just read and think.    
So while I was reading I realized how far my education has gone.    I was reading a book about early Christian texts and I could place them and understand their context.    I could see how much I have changed since coming to seminary.     I do not think education replaces a passion for God, but my education has lead me to have a deeper faith in God.   I know that God most have been involved in the Bible otherwise we would have ended up with some terrible stuff.    I think education allows people to connect on a deeper level with God.    They can see the obvious beauty of God, but also the beauty that is found in the intricacies of life.   
I also read a book on hate.    I realized there are people I should hate.   I should wish them the worst possible things.   But I do not hate them.    Some of them have really messed me up, but I still think they are children of God and carrying God’s image.   That makes them special.    Hate is easy, but I cannot hate that well.   So now I have to get on to the much harder working towards reconciliation.    It would be nice to write people off but I do not have the luxury.    God creates more work for me, but in the end I like it.   
I start my last quarter of school.   I am scared and thrilled with the prospect of the future.
Eureka, I've done it! (Fin)
14 years ago
 

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